Monday, September 20, 2010
I didn't handle stress that well the last few days.
I'm not sure why. might be based on fear of failure, changes in self, or just pure workload.
I don't really want to be stress or pressure or blame myself for not handling stress well. Isn't that worse?
I try to remember that no matter how much I work, it really doesn't matter.
Yes, the God factor.
It's very hard to accept the fact that excelling in studies might not be what God wants for me. It gets more confusing here. cos there are so many other reasonable explanations that you and I have heard so many times, it's really just LAME to say it again.
I'm going to take the night off.
fel was shaking her ass at 9:13 PM