I was really impacted in the conference I went. Kinda more of eye opening rather than learning.

It's just hearing stories of people that have gone through so much.

And I just finished reading my pastor's book about her life.

Coolness man.

This weekend made me have a heart for the queer, people that are against the flow in terms of character.

And understand why people act the way they act. I am committed to not judging again.

How a small mistake or the church can impact one.

We'll never understand their extent of brokenness. I've really never seen (heard) such an extent.

But as I said in my previous post, we are all different in terms of causes and effects but we are all looking for the same thing.

And I proud but not proud to announce that I will be joining them in identifying and accepting God's love.

1. Business statistics 1

4 Nov 09
9.15am - 12.30pm

2. Thermo Fluid mech 2
6 Nov 09
1.45pm - 4pm

3. Manufacturing systems
9 Nov 09
1.45pm - 4pm

4. Mechanical design 1
10 Nov 09
1.45pm - 4pm

I'm ending my exams reallyreallyreally early.

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I've been going to a pretty special conference this weekend. Well, just the night sessions. We were helping my pastor with worship.

So, I've been hearing many stories. I never knew that there could be people this broken. I really didn't.

And these stories that I was hearing were testimonies of people. What I mean is, they had a positive ending/ happily ever after to the "story"; a story which was hardly a story.

So, I just wondered about the people who didn't have a happily ever after.

Everyone has a certain degree of brokenness. Different degree of causes and effects. But all looking for the same thing.

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I don't want to go to Bundoora. I don't want life in Australia anymore. I want to quit engineering. Let's all run away.

Oh darn! It's 1.31am now and I just checked my email. No classes are cancelled! Whhyyy whyyyy whyyyyyy

{There's currently a lecturer strike}]

{{I don't know what they are striking about.}}

{{{I don't care.}}}

{{{{They are too free}}}}

1. Ven's getting married
   
2. Ankit got married
   
3. Ven's getting married!!!!
   
4. I feel OLD
   
5. My family might come over.
   
6. They're bringing me to the land of Bundoora
   
7. Which I'm thankful for
   
8. At least I don't have to face this alone
   
9. I have to move out of my bachelor pad
   
10. I might not do summer school job thing
    
11. I want the money for July 2010 China Mission trip
    
12. I spent Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and I plan to today to watching tv series
    
13. And yes, including the very nice weather day: Saturday
    
14. I'm mad at myself for doing that
    
15. : Hosea's wife
    
16. I forgot what I want to say
    
17. Shopping today!
    
18. School? Who cares
    
19. I'm too free
    
20. No, I'm not too free! I can't get enough of being free!
    

With God I am strong

I'm so tired. And I really have to let it out here.

Oh lord, let me sleep

I don't want to deal with anything. Or have to deal with anything. It's just me and you tonight.

My sister is becoming my old me. Yes, things are not good