Monday, July 28, 2008

All to Protect

Her arms were crossed,
her face, grim.
she hardly smiled
words out of her mouth were few
she wasn't interested.
she was cold and hard to approach.
but she was nice.

i had lab today.
it was grp work with 4 other guys.
i had to do that. to protect myself.
interesting eh?
no, i find tt i'm not preventing my "inner beauty" and all those la-di-da from "coming out?!"

but i had to do tt.
in a room full of non christian guys (5 plus teacher),
i had to do tt.
i had to protect my heart.

dont you think it'll be dangerous if i look all vunerable and friendly to them?

but then again, i said i'm nice.
he was friendly, he helped me
so i helped him too.
we didnt say anything
apart from "thank you" out of her mouth
no, i'm not interested in him and neither was he....
are you crazy, i deal with so many guys everyday

but yeah...
a taste of:
A Day in Engineering

What do you think?
wrong or correct?

fel was shaking her ass at 8:23 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

School is fun!

School is crazy!
looks like i got my work cut out for me this sem man.
and honestly, I'm incredibly scared.
the straight As students are intimidating. seriously.
I'm happy with my results and thank god for them but these ppl make me scared!

adjusting back is still in the process and very horrible.
not helping when sch just started.
studying tmr.
this is shit man.
I'm so not ready and not rested.

oh well, I'll just do it and leave it up to the one up there

fel was shaking her ass at 11:01 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Whine whine whine

Hmm...okay. let's see what I've been doing since i came back.

help Pammy and her dad to show them around melb and where to get all their stuff.
very efficient.
we got all the things/did all the things in one day that would took me 3 days when i first came.
Thanks to me! MUA HAHAHA
oh well...now that her dad just left today, she'll survive.
she knows where to get all the critical stuff alr.

trying to rest desperately.
i think i don't want to go back next year July alr.
SO TIRING!
i felt as if i haven't had any break.
desperate for alone time.

school started. but it's still okay.
cos it's only the first week and a couple of tutes were cancelled.

went vic mart with housemate today.
housemate made scones.
helped.
to eat.

made dinner for housemates today.
good dinner.
happy fel.

weather is freezing!
totally makes everyone want to stay in bed.
cos IT'S SO WARRMMMMMMMMM.
and then! once you uncover yourself from the comforter, you freeze!
and then i fall back into bed.
heee

rm leaving tmr.
breakfast tmr.
i dont wanna goooo..
ok fine. i have to.
but my bed is so warmmm

bought 6 boxes of crunchy nut clusters.
they were on offer!
one was for housemate.
butten, rest is mine. heee
hey! I'm deprived okay!

fel was shaking her ass at 8:29 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I didn't know my backyard was so nice [Part 2]

They look like small lil kids mesmerized by everything. hehehe...





Bye!

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Anws, going back to melb tmr.

Cu you guys!

fel was shaking her ass at 4:46 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

I didn't know my backyard was so nice [Part 1]

Oh yay! Today, i went to the Botanical Gardens.

cos my dad's friends were over for a stopover.

cos in New Zealand where my dad studied, he did homestay.

so, she was one of the families he stayed with.


Apart from the insanely crazy heat, everything was good!

the flowers were so pretty! variety of orchads were incredible.

the last time i went there was 10years ago when i was 8

and that was also the previous time they visited.

time flies. for them and my mum.

hahaha...not really for me cos i didnt really rem much when i was young.

and basically, when you're young, i dont think time flies that fast yet.

well, at least 10years dont seem like 2 years only.



fel was shaking her ass at 11:48 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Not bad eh?

I was surprised i could read some tough words and actually type all this out.
some of the words that were given to me were like fan ti zi somemore.
okay. sleep!

江水向东流

江水向东流, 它一去不回头
为什么江水悠悠带不去我的烦恼
江水向东流, 它一去不回头
为什么往事悠悠它不肯替我走
眼看着东流水, 怀念着旧情爱
让我平添无限恨和愁
江水向东流, 它一去不回头
为什么江水悠悠它不会向着西流
江水悠悠它从不停留
为什么往事悠悠
总留在我的心头

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我要为你歌唱
唱出我心里的舒畅
只因你带给我希望
带给我希望
我要为你歌唱
唱出我心里的悲伤
只因你离我去远方
离我去远方
我若是失去了你
就像那风雨里的玫瑰
失去了它的娇媚
减少了它的原来光辉
我要为你歌唱
唱出我心里的舒畅
只因你重回我身旁
重回我身旁

fel was shaking her ass at 5:00 PM

Melbourne Oh Melbourne



I truly enjoy being alone.
maybe that's why i want to go back to melby so much.

Nono, my parents haven't been hoarding me with unlimited nagging.
( got la. how not to have?! but still ok. can ta han but cannot ta han.
but i hope somebody invents those slits for the ears. you know, like those really cool covers for the new gen Sony Eric phones now a days that enables you to cover and close you camera's len.
fat hope but one can dream okay...)


my sis has gone pass the annoying stage.
i think.
( i just have to mention this; this girl ah. so blur! everything also dunno!)
oh well, cant expect her to. have to rem tt she's still young.
hmm...maybe that's why i get so pissed with her sometimes.
i expect her to do things i do and understand things i know.
note: i actually want to treat you like you're older okay


but in all, i really miss being alone.
isolated from the busyness of life.
( i have no idea why it always seems there's something to do or accomplish or some errand to tick off in spore.
it's annoying!)
( haha. just checked on dictionary.com whether i spelled busyness correctly and guess what; one of the def of busyness is: lively but meaningless activity)
being tv-less.
yes i actually miss that.
taking my own sweet time.
freedom of course.
being so incredible close to God.
smelling fresh air!
OMGOSH. spore air sucks big time can! it's like breathing recycled air a million times over.
and the spore govt wants us to have more kids. ARE YOU INSANE?! want cheaper labour only lor
not having to wipe arms with a million other sweating arms when shopping.
not having to be horrified by the way sporeans are so gan kiong abt going into the mrt.
chillax man.
you wont win the noble prize for getting into the mrt in less than 5 secs.
hai...reminiscence the times where i can take my own sweet time GETTING ON THE TRAM!
when shopping is not a nightmare cos THERE IS SO MANY PEOPLE!
go away people. eee. too many people. yuck. go away.
i told you i dont like crowds.


see you in 5 days.
can't wait!

fel was shaking her ass at 2:18 AM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

-

i'm so tired. i want to go home.

fel was shaking her ass at 2:35 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Which-home sick

I'm tired alr.
tired of everything.
i wanna go back and lead MY life

fel was shaking her ass at 6:52 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

First day of Singapore

No. 1. it's DAMN HOT CANNNNNNNNN

2. i cant speak chinese without changing back to english in a sentence

3. i need to buy a lot of things
parents very stingy

4. i think i prefer melb.
dunno why there's like always a lot of things i need to do here.
melb got nothing to do one. just rot. me likey

5. big car. nice.

6. nice house. good bed. swimming pool. treadmill. goody

7. the air con is spoilt but not spoilt.
16 degrees last night

8. my dad cant understand what I'm talking abt. apparently slur too much

9. i pretend i understand what my grandma is talking abt

10. I'm still that 16 year old kid to my parents

11. i prefer talking to adults on the same level.
I'm not stupid.
i want to learn and need to learn
but I'm not stupid
so just help me learn

12. don't come in the toilet when you know I'm in there.
and don't come into my room without asking or knocking.
that includes when I'm sleeping.
personal space cannnnnnnn

13. Internet here is slower than melb. annoying

14. whole 3rd level to myself. me really like

15. nothing beats hanging out with melbournians

16. serangoon is far. must psycho parents to move to hong san.
not that it makes any effect at all.

17. must learn during when go back.
MUST!!!!!!!!!
hehe. so i can steal the car next time back here.
WA HAHAHAHA

18. I DUNNO WHAT TO WEAR FOR SHARON'S 21ST.
I'M NOT WEARING FORMAL!!!!!!!!
I ONLY BROUGHT 5 T SHIRTS, SOME SHORTS AND 1 PAIR OF JEANS BACK.
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY SOMETHING I WONT WEAR!
I'M HATE DECIDING WHAT I HAVE TO WEAR!
T SHIRTS ARE STILL MY KIND

19. food is the last thing on my mind unlike mx

20. call me if you want to meet me.
i wont call you

21. this post is in point form
but don't complain!
i updated.
i don't update when I'm in spore

fel was shaking her ass at 11:11 PM