Friday, June 20, 2008
The Beauty in our hearts
I wonder what did Rapunzel do? When she was waiting for her prince to come
What was she thinking?
Did she ever get anxious, fearful, disheartened, etc?
What was she singing that captured the attention of her prince?
What did Cinderella do when she was locked up in the tower?
Was she like Fiona in Shrek?
Did she make sure everything was perfect?
The hair, the dress, the spot were she laid so her prince will come and give her that long awaited kiss
How long did they wait?
How did Fiona feel when her prince was an ugly ogre?
and how did she feel when she realised that he was in fact her true love;
the prince that she was waiting and preparing for every single day of her life since she was born and promised the reward
The wait for that for promise is long and many a times discouraging.
Faith and love is what keeps it alive
I don't want a guy. (this post is extremely easy to misinterpret i realise)
I just want my promise! from God!
I feel like some goofball or hopeless romantic. sheesh
What was she thinking?
Did she ever get anxious, fearful, disheartened, etc?
What was she singing that captured the attention of her prince?
What did Cinderella do when she was locked up in the tower?
Was she like Fiona in Shrek?
Did she make sure everything was perfect?
The hair, the dress, the spot were she laid so her prince will come and give her that long awaited kiss
How long did they wait?
How did Fiona feel when her prince was an ugly ogre?
and how did she feel when she realised that he was in fact her true love;
the prince that she was waiting and preparing for every single day of her life since she was born and promised the reward
The wait for that for promise is long and many a times discouraging.
Faith and love is what keeps it alive
I don't want a guy. (this post is extremely easy to misinterpret i realise)
I just want my promise! from God!
I feel like some goofball or hopeless romantic. sheesh
fel was shaking her ass at 1:52 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Keep Movin' On
I'm currently in my "i so don't want to study and i want to go screaming in my underpants mood"
i got my last pp this Mon.
i don't really like that sub but i know i have to work extra hard on that one.
i also don't really know what to study.
i pray that i don't freak out.
i dunno what I'm doing man.
i just don't do well.
i know the formulas, know the concepts, relied on god and all that.
i think.
i just have to wait.
so not fun.
I'm ok with that.
well not really.
but reward my parents, God?
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I'm glad i told you.
i just keep getting reminded why.
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i wanna go shopping!
real bad.
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i wanna hang out with my church friends.
i miss them sooooooo sosososo much :(
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i wanna go home
and do nothing
and sit on my balcony
missing Melbourne all over again.
ok. maybe not. i detest the adjustion
i just want to stay in one place
i wanna eat fish.
yes fish.
don't worry fel, you will when you go back and when you get your own kitchen next year.
I'm scared of chicken.
and pasta.
{something just came out} {yuck}
and not to forget bananas.
{frowns}
heh heh. I'm not kidding. {cringe}
i think i just lost my appetite again.
sounds like I'm staying in a hostel right?
no I'm not.
I'm staying with friends.
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i think i better stop wanting things.
i should be satisfied with what i have.
but i cant help feeling that there's so much more out there for me.
i will progress and be satisfied.
fel was shaking her ass at 11:37 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Things to do
1. practice engin drawing2. study for aero
3. SHOPPING!
- bag
- jacket
- shoes
- facial soap and all that ladida
- jeans
- giodano socks
- lots of A4 exercise books
4. pay sch fees
5. research sch stuff
6. reduce stack of books on shelf
7. research my christian stuff
8. pay tithes and mission faith
9. pay rent
10. a. email course coordinator abt courses next sem
b. email lecturers of course abt textbks
c. find textbks in spore
11. watch movies till brain rots
12. pack room and throw away stuff
13. plan what to bring to spore and pack bag
14. buy friend's present
15. read psych stuff that diane passed to me
16. exercise in spore (cos there's no use and no urge in melb)
17. make sure food is finished before leaving
18. catch up w ppl
19. arrange lunch/d with uncle ant and jane
20. arrange housemate's bday meal
21. do more shopping
22. hmm...er...shopping
i tell you; wireless internet rocks.
cos wireless covers toilets too
:P
fel was shaking her ass at 5:49 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Worst is over but more to come
I've concluded that i'm a very confused engineer who wants to do business and like arts.oh! this reminds me of joke me and some friends came up with.
one of them wanted to climb a tree,
so i said: as an engineer, this is strongly not advisable
friend 1: as a business student, the probability of you falling is very high, so no, it's is advisable to climb the tree
friend 2: as an arts student, just do it!
HAHAAA
nice.
fel was shaking her ass at 2:43 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
(: and -.-
it's relieving to hear from a mum who truly cares about you.and not grades.
today's paper was ok. tired.
i calculated; i had to do one qns in 7.5min.
one qns with {cough} parts!
i wanna sleep.
me and my friend came out the exam hall zonked.
which reminds me, my exam place was sooooo far.
for the melbournians, it was wayyyyy past crown!
the tracks were not tram tracks anymore!
they became train tracks!
but it's ok.
i took 96 which was just outside my house.
hehe. happy.
like taking 119 from my house to school.
bus stop downstairs only.
my brain is tired.
brands chic essence not enough.
ha ya.
tmr still got exam.
math-y type one also.
harder than today's one somemore.
ok.
STUDY!
bye.
fel was shaking her ass at 6:06 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
HMMMMMMM...
Something i totally ripped from bell's blog.who is. an obvious follower of gossip girls.
in our last APEL (Applied Principles of Effective Living) class w Ms Joyce, she left us these attributes to a relationship, ranking in order of importance. they were told to her by a mentor/teacher of hers, if i didn't remember wrongly.
1) Unity of Vision
2) Mental Affinity
3) Personality Compatibility
4) Physical Attraction
xoxo
but i dunno if these are of christian values though.
{shruggs}
fel was shaking her ass at 9:48 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I so should be studying
Sorry guys!i had to change my address.
cos i googled my name
and GOSH! was it easy to find my blog.
basically, anyone in spore can read this.
but only like 3 people from melb know the address.
i think it's an opinion thing.
i think blogs are not for people to get to know me better.
so, the melbournians have to know me before getting my blog?
you get what i'm talking?
like i dont want people to know me though my blog.
but through me, myself.
you singaporeans dont really have a choice.
so, exempted. ((((:
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Autumn just passed.
winter now.
and it's freaazing cold!
with the fog and everything.
dunno whether you guys heard form the news but melb had to delay lotsa lotsa flights.
Autumn pics here.
emo winter ones another day
fel was shaking her ass at 11:33 PM
Monday, June 02, 2008
I'm Perfectly Calm
SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DO YOUR BLOODY WORK!!!!
ARGH!
fel was shaking her ass at 6:02 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
fel is thinking AGAIN!
Account Balance: $11.08wallet: $0.10
Thank God it's June!
it sucks being an international student.
for one, you'll never have enough money.
and i didn't even buy anything!
ate home most of the month some more.
tsk.
zero savings!
BUT
not complaining. wait. i just did.
but it's ok.
i got the experience and the freedom.
no amount of "lui"(money in hokkien) can compare.
i think I'm so Australian-ised yet still so much like a Singaporean
ANYWAY,
my friends from shakers were telling me last night that i was very smart
and i didn't believe them.
so, i asked them why.
cant rem what they said. i don't think they even replied my qns.
but they were more focused on why i wouldn't (not couldn't) believe them.
cos, for one, i don't do well academically.
therefore, no literal evidence that i, am actually smart.
what i found EXTREMELY intriguing was the different opinions about this;
one of them told me this:
'what you think you are, is what you are'
another eg was cited by one of them that this guy graduated with average results.
but became one of the top investment bankers today.
while, my mentor said:
it's ok to not think that way,
that way, you'll want to learn more and become smarter
it's also not that i don't want to believe them.
but it's because in a christian environment, everyone encourages you and every one's so positive.
even if you got the ugliest haircut on earth, people will still say it's nice.
you get what i mean right?
thus, resulting in me asking them to elab further on why they think I'm smart.
which i don't think they replied my qns.
it is just really really interesting how vast and different every one's opinions is.
i can hear my friends running towards me with a knife.
( I'm not suppose to be thinking abt this) (I'm suppose to believe them)
Eeks! footsteps getting faster
oh btw,
be careful what you ask for.
i asked God to 'help me learn'
I'm not saying it's a bad thing but what I'm trying to say is be prepared.
cos, I'm learning so much!
it's just amazing how much I'm learning
and at the rate too!
( this will bring us to a discussion about my fast forwarded life another time )
be prepared for difficulties and challenges.
ever wonder why even though we sit the SAME few exams at the SAME time of the year but why we still find it hard to cope ( resulting in some people collapsing as well )?
well, cos each challenge is greater and each one of them is to bring us up!
exams next week. will post timetable up soon.
please pray.
no. really.
on a random note,
i wonder how is my darling sister doing?
beg dad to let you come to melbourne!
fel was shaking her ass at 9:07 PM