I felt the full weight of being eighteen when my birthday arrived this year.

I don't want to grow up.

It's worse because I'm an international student, already in uni

(I'll be year 2 next year!!!!!!!)

So olddddd…

Trinity was already somewhat uni.

Not many will be able to understand this.

Whether it's a good thing or bad thing, I had to learn to be independent.

God definitely makes it easier.

But I don't like being independent.

Learnt independence (what I think) the hard way.

Now, I'm too scared to share myself. Or even a part of myself to people.

So how emo kid?