Saturday, October 18, 2008
Me!
I feel as if my blog is the only time i can talk about myself.
uh yeah...i'm really tired of that. just exhausted. just flat. just worned out. i dont want to do anything anymore. i'm sorry.
but maybe that's cos i always let people talk first. i dunno. {shruggs}
uh yes.
haha...today i went to the state library which was SO COOL!
i was my first time. it looked like the library from National Treasure 2!
anyway, i had every intention to study a lot lot lot
but yeah ended up sleeping there more than studying luh.
but it was not my fault! i was really tired. it was just becos it was the time of the month. uhhhh...yeahhh. not exactly something i want to broadcast on a blog.
exams soon. I'm on swot vac now.
need to start revision soon! to keep on schedule!
today was not counted.
i hate being the nerd.
but oh well, i actually have to do well.
meanwhile my break thinking topic can be what i can do in Singapore!
cat wait to go back. i think it'll be a good break.
anyone know if there's any sport club i can join? can i crash the poly's? :p
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i was just sharing in lifegroup that although i have to deal with all the sound...crap.
yeah...i said crap.
but i havent really told anyone but yeah...i'm head of sound now. so i have to teach my mentees the art of sound.
it's quite crap cos my teacher left church. yup. for good. we all kinda expected it. but yeah...
the whole teaching ppl thing is very new to me. i dont really like it.
but honestly, i thank god for it.
well basically becos, i asked for it.
i asked for it!
i wanted it!
i really did!
like I've been complaining the past few months about church cos i was so afraid of being stagnant.
and trust me examples in church are not very encouraging.
so yes, this new challenge plus more new stuff/challenges are making my life more "happening"
I'm glad to be learning more
aw...always on my mind by micheal b is playing on my notebk now.
it really romantic. heeee.
yes, you're always on my mind(:
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i don't understand what non Christians do or not do.
so much of my life (all actually) is around God.
i talk to God everyday. i have a relationship with him.
i do things becos of him. i study! so hard cos of him.
Christianity is not a religion. i have to emphasize.
we have a relationship with our God.
we don't have to do rituals to earn our being, our place, what goes around doesn't come around.
I really don't understand what else can be their motivation to live.
sooner or later, i come to realise a lot of things on earth dont matter anymore?
fel was shaking her ass at 10:25 PM