Thursday, August 07, 2008

We all just need to go the long way round

I've concluded that we all need a jot from god for us to remember that it's really just all about him.
it takes different processes, different scenarios, different dramas for god to really dig deep in our hearts. i find that many a times, we ourselves don't even know it at all. and i think that it's when you dunno anything, it's actually a good sign.
that means either god is getting you to focus on him or you've let everything go and it doesn't bother you if anything goes wrong or right cos you just know that every thing's going to be alright.

ok i don't really like preaching. cos it seems that i know a lot when i don't really.
so, I'm gonna stop.

anws, i did this quiz thing with my mentor on Mon and i got some pretty interesting results. things i never knew actually.
and i don't even know what the quiz was for.

results: top 3 tied: Administration, help and wisdom.

my reply to mentor:
Admin sounds so gay! (it really does right?!!! my friends burst out laughing after finding out) help sounds like a people lover and wisdom is really really really interesting.

cos you know the whole deal about wisdom where you will come to a point in your life where you want it and asks god for it. so I'm like WOW, i already got it?
tips for those who are asking for wisdom;
1. why are you asking for it? what is your purpose if asking for it man
read 1 kings 3! i remember being so amazed at king sol's heart. and you wonder why god promised that no one will ever be as wise as king sol
2. ask god to help you use it. what's the point of having wisdom when you dunno how to use it?!

geez preaching.
anws, then, i realised that hey, 2/3 of those things (cos i dunno what the quiz is for) were inherited from my parents. cool aye?!
wisdom was obviously form my dad. that i could point out immediately.
but the admin's from my mum. extremely interesting.
will talk more about this when i see her again.

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it's even harder for people whose parents are in church. cos i would say one would tend to get a "bigger reward" than those whose don't have parents in church. and the worst thing is you don't even realise it.

I'm glad i was sooo over that. now, i just don't care.
i rem doing well for sch and my parents were so happy and i just didn't feel anything. not don't care in the bad way, it just means I'm not living a life for them.

fel was shaking her ass at 12:11 AM